I've fought hard against mental illness for many years now and I have come a long way but lately I've fallen back into the pit of depression. I can't do anything, I have no energy, the house is a mess. I'm stressed about money, I'm just tired of being an adult. Of constantly worrying, never really enjoying myself because there is always something to worry about. I just want to sleep. I'm always so tired. I can't be a good parent and sleep all the time. I'm failing and it's like I can't help myself my partner says I have to take my head from out of my arse but it's hard. I know that I have to clean, look after the kids etc but it's so hard and seems unthinkable. I wantbto Runaway from it all.