I am only 18 years old , I live with my boyfriend and can't go back to my mum as I wouldn't have a room for me and my baby , I feel so trapped ,he stresses me out so much , I have been with him for nearly 4 years and I thought u trusted him but looked on the phone he uses which I paid for and he is always watching porn or searching up girls on Facebook and Instagram even ones we know . He says I am good enough but I know I am not for him . I have put on a couple stone since we got together but he said he did that to me on purpose so boys don't look . I have told him how it makes me feel because it literally destroys me every time I see this stuff and he keeps promising not to do it again and he does . I don't care for him anymore but if I leave he will stop working and won't provide for our baby and I am not working and have no savings . I would have no where to go anyways and I hate this because I can't be with someone who keeps lying and is addicted to doing something that hurts me so much . Surely if he cared for me then he would be able to stop ? I am not enough . I am trapped and don't know how to get out of this mess . I really am not overreacting in the way it makes me feel and that's why I need to be out . I deserve happiness even if it's just me and my baby . All I want is to be happy I haven't been in so so long