@dane8
TheOrigRights
Great, looking forward to reading your withdrawal
Diary, in a good way
I can imagine how nervous your feeling, think it’s because we were in a bad place at the time we went on them. That now we are scared that if we don’t take them anymore, we will go back.
Also we on venlafaxine have read so much on how hard it is to come off it, that that’s our thought that’s at the forefront off our thinking.
Did you feel any difference going from capsules to tablets, what the make off them
I’m on Effexor capsules
Is your mh depression, depression/anxiety or anxiety?
Sorry for highjack your thread withdrawl123
Hope your coping and doing ok?
I've started a thread
My Venlafaxine withdrawal diary
I have been on fluoxatine as well, and (going through a bloody minded phase) came off cold turkey. I didn't like being on those so after a period of time with nothing and then having to admit I was struggling my GP suggested venlafaxine.
I have not noticed any difference between capsules and tablets or in immediate vs modified release (apart from when the buggery tablets don't go down first time!).
My problem was initially situational depression due to a very difficult divorce (abuse). It then developed into clinical depression. I was so bound up with everything I didn't realise what was happening. It took a very good friend to spell it out to me like a child.
During the divorce I used my eating as something I could control. I knew it wasn't healthy, but I just let it be as it was enabling me to carry on.
Unfortunately, after my divorce due to a combination of the totally unexpected fall out emotionally (panic attacks, triggers sending me spiralling) and the ongoing difficulties with my ex, the controlled eating developed into something that was controlling me and professional, successful, independent, sporty me developed a full blown eating disorder.
I am in recovery now and I look back and see the denial, fear, shame, self loathing, and how my 2 kids have not had the Mum I want to be, and can see how unwell I was. I have been under the care of the ED team twice (last discharge was a few months ago) and although at the time I wasn't receptive to recovery, they gave me the tools I now use, now that I am in the right (or better) place.
I associate ADs with a terrible time in my life and I want it in the past.