Regret over not seeing my nan enough before she died

[sunsandwaves]

Hi all
My nan passed away this Sunday and I just can't stop getting upset how little I had seen her lately. I had my little boy august last year and I just haven't been able to get myself together into visiting people and having time for everything, even though when I think what have I actually been doing. I kept saying to myself I need to go and visit her. She literally only lives 15 minutes away. I hadn't seen her since March. I just feel so unbelievably awful and can't stop crying feeling so horrendously bad. Feel like I have been the most selfish person ever

Please don't feel sad. She knew how much you loved her and she would have been over the moon for you having the baby. We are living in extraordinary times and this past year has been hard for everyone. March was only a few months ago and time flies very fast! Don't be hard on yourself. She knew you loved her x