I know I have PPD, I've got a long track record with depression and my DS is one month old at this point I don't even need to get a diagnosis . But I'm so scared to reach out for help incase they think I'm not fit enough to look after him and take him away. I know I can battle it. I have no thoughts of hurting him or myself, I'm just dealing with a lot of unhappiness for many many reasons. Yet so scared of reaching out?