Hi, my LG is 11 months and the past couple of months I've been struggling with my anxiety again. These past few weeks all I can think about is having to go back to work and leave my little one and I just can't do it. I'm crying constantly, getting annoyed at my partner for nothing and having no patience or motivation to do anything. I really don't feel like I can go back to work and ive already taken off the full 12 months with a few months on no pay because I wasn't ready and I'm still not. I only found out I was pregnant at 33 weeks and everything has been a whirlwind since then. My jobs role has all changed since I've been gone due to covid then obviously maternity and I'd just hand in my notice if I didn't have to go back for 3 months or pay my enchanted maternity back. What are my options? I feel down and anxious and stressed and sick but I wouldn't say I'm depressed as I've been clinically depressed before and I don't feel THAT bad, I've contacted the doctor to see if a sick note is a possibility but they keep pushing my appointment back and I'm just getting worse and worse not knowing, any advice? I'm losing my mind ðŸ˜