So I feel overwhelmed and broken
I’m still grieving the very tragic and traumatic loss of my brother and nanna. Both passed within 8 weeks of each other and I was half way through my pregnancy.
My head is done in.
I want to run away.
I love made a safe safe in our spear bedroom and have some very good apps to help me with my grief. I’m on various waiting lists for counselling but they are 2 to 3 months long. I’m on depression and anxiety medication.
Work are very supportive and understanding. I’ve only taken 2 days off since going back in April as I felt I was on the verge of a breakdown. Im back now.
My little boy is unwell and teething so his mood isn’t great at the moment, he’s very upset and clingy.
I just want to scream and cry and run away