I don’t really know what to say, other than feeling like I need to reach out. I’ve suffered with my mental health for years, anxiety mainly but depression at times. I’ve not had it easy, when I was 26 I had an ectopic pregnancy, in 2014 my daughter was stillborn, and to top that then found out my now ex husband was having an affair, I left him in 2017.
Fast forward to now, I’ve been with my first partner since my ex husband, we’ve been together now for 13 months and me and my 2 children moved in with him 2-3 weeks ago.
I thought I would be happy? But instead I feel super depressed, it started out as anxiety, scared of the change etc etc, and it’s full on gone to depression, crying for no reason, and starting arguments with my partner. I’ve been on sertraline for 5 years and today the dr increased it. I can’t wait to feel better, instead of this feeling I have now.
I feel like I’m pushing my partner away and deliberately doing it, he has said I am bringing him down too when he wants to support me, he says he can’t do or say anything right, I find it hard, and really just wanting to hear from others who have been in this situation?