No.purpose and not expecting a response, just need to post somewhere. Feel like I'm at the bottom of a huge well and no rope to climb back out. Problems just keep piling up which probably seem totally trivial to most people. Problems with work, with hobbies, with things that matter to the children, with home. Can't find solutions. Feel like I can't breathe and huge weight on me. DH says he is here and tries to make me laugh. I don't want to laugh, I want to start again. Or stop. I can't see a light, I feel like it's all just too much. I don't want this.