So a few months ago I was in a dark place and had a bad mental breakdown but eventually pulled my myself together and got over it.Anyway during that time my fiancé was distressed and I could tell something wasn’t right with him but I was in a bad way at the time and dropped the topic when i seen it was only making the situation worse.
A few months went by and everything seemed fine until we had an argument and he turned to me and brought up that time I knew something was wrong with him and he said that some random person text him with recording and a video done like a Snapchat clips of a sex tape of me and an ex I actually didn’t believe it and thought he just said that because he is angry...So I ignored it because I have never made a sex tape I don’t have social media or any of that..
Anyway he came home from work the following day and stood there in the kitchen and was like you really want to hear the recording?I said yeah...He played it and I felt my soul leave my body I could hear our voices so clearly feel so violated and I haven’t seen the video or pictures???all I know is that they are online somewhere.I know when I see it I will have a really bad panic attack....like how long has it been online who do I know who has seen it?and why nobody told me! Embarrassed isn’t the word I feel right now there is none I just feel empty and alone and shit the video won’t replay that was sent on the phone maybe god was like you ain’t ready to see that.