I have just got off the phone with a clinical psychologist who believe I am experiencing mental burnout, and possible clinical depression.
Since covid started last year I've had
- two missed miscarriages, requiring surgery
- currently 18 weeks pregnant but had a lot of bleeding at the start so had expected another miscarriage
- gone through a redundancy process at work (but I survived it)
- devastated that I haven't seen my family in Australia since my son was a baby - he's now 3
- upset that I won't see my family and friends in Oz until god knows when
- dealing with a very headstrong threenager 😬
- a possible house move (though struggling to find the right place to move l, with schools to consider for threenager- where we are now is a small terrace but surrounded by outstanding end good schools). We are priced out of our current area even though our current house would sell fast.
I've now hit rock bottom. Can't remember conversations at home or work. Don't want to leave the house. Don't want to exercise (it used to be my lifeblood). Don't want to see friends. Can't concentrate on work or remember anything I need to do day to day.
The psychologist has suggested the GP signs me off for two weeks. I would do this in a heart beat but I'm not sure if this would affect my maternity pay given I'm now smack in the middle of the SMP qualifying week.
I do get paid contractual / normal salary sick pay but I worry that being off will affect my
Maternity pay.
Can anybody shed some light please?
Thank you