Running away

[MuddySocks]

I want to run away. Reality is it won't happen.

I want to just get away.

I have mental health issues; severe anxiety disorder and depression.

Two beautiful children and a marriage that has its ups and downs. Husband supportive occasionally.

Medication makes me unwell. I have tried so many.

I just want to run. Please can someone talk to me .

I'm sure someone else will come along who's much better at this than I am, but I didn't want to read and run. I'm here for a handhold. What's triggered this OP?

@gingerbiscuit19

I'm sure someone else will come along who's much better at this than I am, but I didn't want to read and run. I'm here for a handhold. What's triggered this OP?

Thank you for your reply and for the handhold.

It's loads of things: my mind, my marriage,
my feelings and tonight I have had enough and just want to run. Literally just run.

Aw I've been here too wanting to run away. The urge is so strong at the time. It will pass OP. Has something specific happened today?

I have had enough of feeling like this.

I take each day as it comes. Literally one day at a time.

The feelings get so Intense and I am
such a lonely person.

I have two beautiful children and a husband who does care but we have our ups and downs. It can be quite difficult as we argue sometimes and I find that tough.

Medication doesn't help me. In fact, it makes me so much worse in terms of the side effects.

I honestly don't know what to do.