I’ve had mental health issues for the majority of my 48 years.
Over those years the issues have been on a sliding scale from manageable ( just bubbling under the surface) to me feeling like I can’t function on day to day basis and literally feeling like a breakdown is on the horizon.
Most of my gp visits have been due to these issues over the last 29+ years. I’ve been offered endless antidepressants which have not helped. I have had cbt 4 times and endless counselling both via the NHS and my own self funding. Again these have not left me with any lasting relief or understanding of my issues.
I have never seen a psychiatrist, psychotherapist or psychologist and understand these professionals are few and far between in the NHS so will most likely need to self fund so I really want to make sure I am going down the right path as I really don’t have money to throw at it.
What is the correct path? I need help understanding why I act like I do, the route cause of my obsessions around certain things, getting over issues from past events etc. I feel I need to address these things in order to move on with my life and to help me cope with the major challenges I currently have. I feel like I live my life, helping out others with a smile on my face but inside I’m like Munch’s The Scream, it’s unbearable at times.
Does anyone have experience with any of the above health professionals and could give me an explanation how they work so I can understand which is the best treatment for me?