I don't really have anyone to talk to about this. I made a decision a few years ago to move abroad with my husband and daughter. We spent 2/3 years putting everything in place, shipping our belongings and being separated for a while saving money.
We're now all here together and the final part, me leaving my job of 5 years, is imminent.
I cry at least every other day and I can't help but think it's all a terrible mistake. Before we left a woman contacted me saying my husband had been messaging her....we were literally packing everything up so after some massive arguments we put it to one side. We were separated longer than planned because of Covid and since joining him again I've found out he was texting quite a few people in the time we were apart. One of them was someone I have to see every day. I don't know if I can be in this relationship or situation any more but I have nothing else. If I go back to the U.K. now I have nowhere to live, a terrible credit rating (CCJ), no car and everyone will just say I told you so.
I am in a complete and utter shit storm and don't know how to get out.