Too anxious to go outside. I've put on nearly a stone in just a month. My clothes don"t fit, everything is tight and I look and feel like I'm bulging. My seborrheic dermatitis is fully flared up (red, flaky skin especially on my face and gross hair). Lost my job. Going through the bad days of PMDD right now. Have no money. I feel embarrassed of myself. Sorry, hope that doesn't bum anyone out. Just feel like shit and felt like I needed to externalise it.