For many years I have suffered with what I thought was very low level anxiety. Over the years I have had various health scares that have always turned out to be nothing. However since my mum had breast cancer 4 years ago I have been living in a state of constant fear. Again it has all been relatively low level, undetectable by most, eg breast pain 3.5 years ago led to mammogram and a biopsy but was all fine and hormones declared the problem, then 3 years ago I lost feeling in one side and couldn’t speak properly. This was eventually after extensive Scans and tests diagnosed as a migraine/anxiety attack. Then 2 years ago I found a breast lump which Gp said wasn’t there but referred anyway. All ok. In the past year I have had vestibular neuritis diagnosed after waking up unable to walk because of dizziness and weakness on right side again and visual disturbance( brain scan investigations all ok) chronic period pain which was a OC query. Scans there proved mild endo. I had covid at Christmas and was very very poorly.
Last month I became off balance again and started to get headaches and quite severe feelings of nausea. I resisted google and treated as if vestibular neuritis brought on by covid but then all day today I have smekt a weird smell like when heating first comes on in winter all day. Finally googled as thought odd as my sense of smell is still not back after covid and BRAIN TUMOUR Is an obvious cause. I now feel like right leg is weak again. I can’t go on anymore feeling this Ill with genuine severe symptoms that turn out to be nothing much. I feel like this is it now, this is the big one and I am going to die. Things are seemingly stress free in all areas of my life but this constant cause for health anxiety is killing me. I need help. What do I do???