Sick of my ex, the abuser !
Sad that a ‘father’ says to his kids ‘my side of the family is all tidy, organised and happy and no depression but we know what side of your family isn’t.’ So a dig at me as their mother, constantly emotionally abusing my children and trying to abuse me through them!! They come and tell me these things off their own back because it upsets them!!! Sick of him abusing me !!!
Actually sometimes I wonder whether I’m the problem and I deserve all this because he puts me down so much 😢
I feel so disappointed in myself like I'm a bad person. Him and his gf are these perfect organised people and I'm apparently an untidy depressed person. I feel so ashamed of myself