Does anyone else do this? To outsiders I am laid back, chilled, like a simple stress free life but on the other hand within my home I spend a huge amount of time worrying and thinking the absolute worst. I have always been a bit of a worrier but I think being in Lockdown and not having any work to do (furloughed) is just not giving me anything to be positive about. Most of my catastrophizing is to do with my house. We had a couple of roof leaks which eventually got fixed but there was some damage that needed to be fixed. I spend all my time fixated on the leaks coming back, that I've got more that I cant see, that there is a huge amount of damage being done behind the tiles. That I've got damp, I feel the walls all the time for wet patches. I spend all my days obsessing over where the next leak will be. This last week it has been horrendous, I'm not eating or sleeping properly for thinking my house is going to collapse with water damage. I just don't know how to feel positive.