Having one. Details of situation are too outing but was doing okay until someone close said something that was from a caring place I guess but totally unhelpful and consumed me yesterday. Now can't think and have major things to juggle but have lost time on things that cannot be pushed back and are time critical to get done in particular order before I move on to next thing that is equally time critical. It is high stress and Covid related and the person commented on them. At the moment I feel like suicide might be the only way out. I literally cannot fail or push back on responsibilities or change deadlines in either of the other two counts. Just needed to write it down. Not expecting comments as I know the boards are busy.