Just when i think that thinks are normal for a while Life tips a little something in there to upset the balance..........Its like someone looks and thinks, "oh things are going just a little too smoothly there, lets just mix it up a touch"
After 3 years of absolutely THE worst luck you could imagine and working our way through it, after being at the point where you seriously question your and your partners sanity. I have been there and back several times. It just doesnt seem fair..................and now yet again the shit has hit the fan again.
Doctors have discovered my MIL has a tumour..........DP is devastated, It hasent hit me yet..............I havent got chance to speak to her yet and i dont know waht to say........I dont think I can deal with it. She is a wonderful woman and dare i say my mother isnt a patch on her (forgive me for that mum)god this is making me so sad just writing this. Aside from the terrible fact that she is ill I dont think i can hold this family through another crisis.
Oh I dont know what to write without sounding so full of self pity, If you knew my family you would understand.........this is like a bomb going off and trying to predict where every piece of going to land ........those of you who know me will know that analogy