I'm not coping, my flat is disgusting, my children are suffering, I've aaked for help, I take twice the amount of sertraline that I'm prescribed just to try and feel a little better and it doesn't work, I haven' t heard from any mental health team since october despite my GP chasing them up. I can't ring the crisis line because I have my children here and I can't do anything but I keep thinling it would be so easy to end it all. I have work later, nobody at work will think somethings off if I don't show up - I'm not important my job certainly isn't important, my partner wouldn't expect me home till 9, maybe later. Nobody would be looking for me, nobody would really care afterwards.