In need of help. I feel as if I am on the edge of some kind of breakdown. I feel like I want to die but I don’t have a plan. I am spiralling into an awful dark place. I am waiting for GP to get in touch. I am on beta blockers for anxiety but they are not helping me. I feel completely trapped and I really want it to stop. What can I do? I’m not sure how I will get through next 24 hours