I have schizoaffective disorder. absolutely nothing is wrong right now that wasn't wrong last week and even so it's just general things like stressing over home schooling fretting as I'm awaiting decision on my new Pip application but these have been stressing me for weeks.
Yet this week I have been very down particularly in the evenings. Not feeling suicidal or anything just feel bored of being alive like all I do is the same thing everyday. I'm ok when I'm playing with my kids but once they asleep the dark thoughts creep in and I been having bad nightmares so not sleeping.