Hi,
I've suffered MH problems for ever. I found a lump in my right boob a week ago, referred to breast clinic, where there is a 3 week backlog. The lump started to burn & deflate and has gone away, but it is sore where it was. I'm convinced it's a cancerous lump that has leaked and I am now terminally ill.
I am married and a 11 yr old son. Terrified of leaving them.
How would my son cope if I died? We have 2 cats as well that I worry about.
My husband is a good dad and I know he would look after him ok. But what happens if he dies, what will happen to them all then.?
My brother in law and wife have said they would take him in if anything happened, but would they?
My brother has said he would help out, hes ok, but has MH.
My son is close to his son and close to my BIL kids.
I know people would rally round.
I feel suicidal and want to leave. I wish I had never had a child as I cannot cope with the emotional toll it takes.Even though I am a good mum.
I want to sleep and never wake up.
I wish I had never bought the cats.
I am literally going mad.