2 year old, 1 year old.
2 year old being assessed for asd.
Work 20 hours a week.
1 year old screams and sobs when I leave the room.
Dh, after 13 years doesn't know if he loves me anymore.
He works 12 hour shifts so don't see him on work days as he's working or in bed.
On his days off I work but then take over as main parent when I finish so no break for me.
I'm morbidly obese, terrified covid will kill me. My mum is shielding because she has 5 different autoimmune conditions.
Haven't seen my friends for a year.
1 year old screams if he is in the buggy when we go out so can only go out when it's the two of us which doesn't happen because of work. So get out once a week.
I'm just so exhausted. I know everyone is having a shit time atm but it just feels alot to carry today.