I feel I need a mood lifter to get me out of how I’m feeling now but I’m petrified of the side effects. I’ve been following lots of threads on here and so many people say they feel truly dreadful when they start taking them. I have a GP appointment on Monday and want discuss it then. I have anxiety, low mood (depression) and ocd. Always felt anxious but it heightened with menopause and lost a parent in the summer snd business really suffering with the pandemic leading to the depression . I can’t shut my mind off. I’m having CbT which helps but I don’t seem to be able to apply the strategies to my situations. I just want to feel carefree and happy