What a year! But I feel like this year’s situation has really brought to light some things that maybe I didn’t notice before or is it just my hormones?!
I’m due baby no.3, I was very hesitant about carrying on with this pregnancy as she was unplanned and I was more than content with 2 little uns. But I’m warming to the idea and what’s another baby to love lol but anyway my issues atm are I feel like my partner is just a big baby himself, partly my fault as I’ve always mothered him. Constantly wanting things that we can’t afford or he really doesn’t need. Completely ungrateful for anything, always on his phone and well his just getting on my last nerve. Then there’s my mum, I’m beginning to realise how toxic she can be. For example I’m working at a care home and she thinks I shouldn’t be working at all due to the situation but I feel more than safe to carry on working plus I need to pay bills and it’s my 2 days where I get to myself lol so anyway she decided to phone my work (she works there too) and tells them I should be sent home etc I was and still is fuming and I just feel that’s controlling/toxic behaviour she’s just constantly always got something to say/criticise. There’s way more to everything I don’t feel like I’m going on a whim, it’s just building up. So I have a very strong urge to pack mine and my childrens bits and move very far away...am I being too dramatic?!