Hi so will try and keep this as short as possible but I’ve had a rough few months. Had thought for a long time that ds was autistic and about a month ago we had confirmation of that but not yet a formal diagnosis, paediatrician also felt there might be other factors so he’s been sent for some chromosome abnormality tests. I have been worrying about him for well over a year as he’s clearly delayed and with corona thrown into the mix and not being able to see my family I think it’s all just gotten too much. Dh works long house we have two kids and I work late nights. I’ve struggled to get to sleep when I get home and resorted for the first time this week to sleeping tablets as I’d had about 5 hours sleep in two days, the next day I was a mess couldn’t keep my eyes open or cope with dc and had to ask dh to leave work early to help. Now today I thought I was feeling better but every time ds has cried or the school run got stressful I started uncontrollably shaking and felt like I couldn’t handle it. What is happening to me? Has any one else ever felt like this before?