The whole situation at the moment is really getting me down. I am more fortunate than most so I feel I don’t have the right to complain but I feel so tired of the whole thing. Fed up of this constant state of limbo- never knowing when I can see my mum again or visit friends, now even Christmas is in doubt. It’s so depressing watching all the joy in our lives get stripped away - theatres, cinemas, bars, restaurants, parties and who knows when we will have these things back again. I’m tired of having the same depressing faces on tv telling us all what we can and can’t do and how risky everything is. I feel suffocated by it all. I wake up in the morning and it takes all my energy to wake up, face the day and smile in my job. Why can’t I be positive and accepting like everyone else seems to be?