I just feel like today is a struggle. I am at home with my children as we are self isolating after little one got Covid, hubby is working from home and also self isolating. I was a mess already as I lost my darling dad a few months ago in an awful way due to very much suspected medical negligence and have been struggling with what I saw and experienced. I would not be surprised if I have PTSD. The kids are just being horrendous today and I just want to go and hide myself away from it all but need to do it all again tomorrow 😢