Well not actually useless but it certainly feels that way.
My psychiatrist was contacted last week on my behalf but still hasn’t got back to me. I just feel so shit lately, suicidal self harmy and what not. I was hoping I’d at least have a letter for an appointment by now. It doesn’t help that he only works two days a week.
I’m just so fed up. I tried to do a econsult form so I could at least speak to a doctor but system was like nope, phone the Samaritans instead. Which I don’t want fucking do, I hate speaking on phones especially to people I don’t know. I understand that Samaritans just listen and can’t offer advice no idea whether this actually true or not though. I need the feedback otherwise it doesn’t work for me.
I’m just so fucking fed up of everything.