Not long started a new job, which I am very happy about, but for whatever reason my Anxiety is spinning out of control (previously on medication, but been off for at least a year). Suddenly my brain is convincing me that I am making terrible mistakes (though nobody is telling me that I am).. If I see my team leaders in a corner talking I'm convinced that its because I have done something awful, or even worse that they think I am stealing (and to be clear, I am not doing either!!!).. When I have to handle money, lock up my till, input difficult orders I am completely second guessing myself and having to repeatedly check things - that my till locker is locked (I know its locked, but I HAVE to check - even open it again and relock).. If I am scanning a big order or giving change I am even having to ask the customer if I can recheck, which is REALLY bad (but if I don't my mind is screaming at me that I have it all wrong, and I am costing the company money and will be sacked..) My team leaders haven't noticed I don't think, or at least haven't said, but it's only a matter of time. It's making me look very stupid, and I'm not, but I am terribly terribly anxious. I don't know what to do.. I can't bear going through the whole medical process again as its so long winded and draining, especially at the moment.. But I can't carry on like this. Anyone been through this? Just need a hug and some advice. I'm drowning, fast.