Just a run of "bad luck".

[karney]

Hi, Over the last year i,ve had 3 mc's.That was devastating and its frightening as I dont have any kids. After the last one in June my Dad died. Things got too pressured in my work so I've had to take some time off. We decided to get a wee cat, just liked the idea of something to look after but my dp had an allergic reation to it and it had to go. I know this sounds a bit stupid but yesterday I lost my fertility chart. I was given it by my mc counseller and have been religiously filling it in over the last month to work out my best time to conceive. I,m trying so hard to stay positive but i just feel like nothing I seem to do works out. I know I can start my chart again this month but losing that one has really gutted me and I feel really, really low today. Now I need to start all over again and I really wanted to ttc again soon. Do you think it's all a bad omen?

no i dont, although dont really know what to say to make you feel better. There are lots of fertility charts on the internet which i used, i was two years ttc with both my dds.

Thanks Hotlove, yesterday was a real grim day. I know life is full of ups and downs - I,m just scared I can't have kids and the fear likes to really get a grip of me some days (like yesterday). I suppose I want to blame how I feel on everything else that mabye hasn't gone my way but really I,m just scared. Today's is better and I,m gonna start again and try and stay positve. Hope this finds you well. Cheers