Hi, I'm not really sure why I'm writing on here maybe I'm just hoping someone may have any suggestions or may have had the same sort of problems. My husband caught covid-19 in April, he wasn't taken into hospital but did go to the covid hot hub and was told he had a lung infection, he was given antibiotics and sent on his way. My hubby is very fit and strong and he does a very heavy job, when everything was in lockdown and he didn't have to work that was fine, as many people still are he is shattered and still is. One Saturday morning he thought he was having a heart attack, he was upstairs and couldn't shout for help. He didn't tell me this until the next day when it was over and done with. A week later we went to my inlaws after not seeing anyone for ages so we were having food and a drink in the garden, we then headed home as we had pets to look after, I could see my husband was annoyed when we got home, I told him he could have stayed at his parents and told him I would have came back by myself. He flew into a rage and threw his phone and the remote control at me and started shouting and screaming, he said he was going to go outside and kill himself, I rang the police and his parents who came straight round, my hubby was curled up on the floor crying and begging his dad to take him to hospital. So his dad took him to A&E straight away, He wa seen by someone at the hospital who proceeded to send him home, he had told them he wanted to come home and to my utter shock he was back home within a couple of hours. I was given the number for the crisis team and that was it, I never slept a wink and he had a phone call the next day from the crisis team who came out to see him the day after. We eventually saw someone who said he had an 'acute stress reaction' he hadn't slept for 3 days straight and with the heart thing they put it all down to that, he was seen for a couple of weeks, my hubby is a very private person and just wanted them to go away and for him not to have to talk about it. This was a few months ago now, they signed him off so we haven't had anymore contact from them for ages. My worry is that he has totally changed as a person, he is just not the person he was, I feel that he doesn't love me anymore, it's like he just doesn't care about anything anymore, he absolutely refuses to speak to anyone again and insists he is fine. I suppose my question is am I ever going to get my husband back and is there anything anyone recommends I can do. He has always been a none talker but now he comes in from work and just stares at his phone for hours, he doesn't want to talk to me at all, I might aswell not even be here. Would having a breakdown like this change your personality? is my amazing husband going to get any better. I'm sorry this is so long, even if I don't get a reply it was nice to say it out loud. xx