Yup cinderellashoes that's what I feel that my other half or my friend dont understand how bad it is in my head . Everyone keeps saying oh this year hard for everyone but im like its not this year its every years since I was 15 , to be honest I've loved staying in and hiding away for few weeks .
I wish I had someone I could just sit down with and explain it all whats in my head and them tell me why I feel this way . I honestly could cry ( have done for few days if honest cause I don't want to feel like it )
Everything worrying me at moment , when something goes good i feel that wound up like I'm waiting for something else to go wrong .