I think I might be suffering from depression ..am I ?

[terreyyy]

I've always had problems with anxiety but recently went through a tough time and my mum died and lost friends who turned out not to be friends.
I feel so sad all the time but not just sad I feel like this is it.
I can't concentrate on watching anything.
I can't pay attention.
I cry every day.
I feel like this is my life forever now.
I have this feeling just a empty feeling.
I'm still in bed,there's no point today.
If I have plans with my friend i feel the same but it motivates me and I have a nice time but my mind isn't always there,it drifts.
I have this horrid feeling all the time.
I feel like a bad person,I feel like a failure.
I don't know what's wrong with me anymore.

You're not a failure, you're depressed. It's a chemical imbalance, your brain needs a bit of help to get back to normal.

Can you muster up the energy to phone your gp for an appt?