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I've never been on this topic before

I am just so miserable

I wanted to go to an event tonight, but I have been getting ill in some way for months, with some dizzy/ eary/ tired thing - I have an appointment for ENT at the end of the month

I'm bored of googling my symptoms and alternately comforting and scaring the hell out of myself - I didn't post on health because I don't want to go through that anymore

I am bored of not being able to stand up for 2 minutes without getting too tired to continue

I am scared of going anywhere in case I don't have the energy and balance to make it back

I am tired and achy and tense and so so sad and anxious

I have sent dh off to the event because we had booked but I so so so wanted to go and it is not the kind of thing that will happen again

I am tearful and tired and tearful and tired and tearful and pissed off and tearful and past upset

I know I am being dramatic but I feel like I will never be okay again

Sorry what's ENT?

Silly Q but have you looked at your diet? Iron intake etc? Tried maybe some supplements? Worth looking down those routes as they can give same symtoms as depression, or indeed make you feel tired and depressed x

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Thank you you are all very caring

I think they have checked thyroid checked not so long ago, maybe 18 months ago

Please do not try to diagnose me I am as it is that I have to wait a few weeks to go to Ear Nose and Throat; I am sure they will test me for alot of stuff then

I am just miserable and have felt so crap for so long, I feel like I am turning into a different person

all I do is moan and cry

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it's worth a thought

my lovely health food shop man has flogged me some stuff which i have just started taking

but I can't believe that I left it so long thinking it would go away