My mother died very recently after a week of pallative care in hospital. She had dementia but was still living at home with dad. Her death was not related to dementia or Covid.
I am currently taking the max dose of an SSRI but have only been on it for approx 10 months. I have a history of anxiety and depression.
I am concerned about my inability to cry. It has happened briefly and just twice so far, when the a&E doc said she wouldn't recover and when she died (-I was with her).
My siblings 'fill up ' even when receiving 'with sympathy cards' !
My DB died 5 years ago and I felt my reaction was normal then😕 but I was on a different SSRI and had been for years.
Anyway else ever felt like this ? The anti depressant is working for me but it seems at a cost .