I have intermittently suffered from generalised anxiety disorder and low mood (maybe depression?) since my early teens.
After improving a bit in jan/ Feb, I’m back to (almost) as bad as I get now. The pandemic and lockdown made it worse (as it did for so many people) - health anxiety kicked up a notch, plus work got a bit sporadic, and I feel as though I’m free falling.
I’m starting to obsess about the small things I can control: moving, finding a good school, but I keep hitting blocks and that’s making me spiral more.
I would like to avoid antidepressants (and don’t know if they work with anxiety anyway). I have tried CBT and it works to an extent, but I didn’t enjoy going. I have also tried mindfulness and yoga and cold swimming. All work to an extent, but the effects wear off a few hours later.
Anything else I can try? What worked for anyone else?