I'm about to start tomorrow...
Now I wish my gp had given me some diazepam too
I'm 38 and have 4 sons
16,13,10,8
After everything I've been through
Ex husband having an affair during my 2nd pregnancy
Losing house job life in a divorce
The last recession losing the house I bought with new husband
Dad dying
1st son being diagnosed with autism
Ptsd after 3rd son being really poorly
Mum being very very poorly
I coped
Then
Lockdown with 4 kids at home (shielding 3rd son) topped me over
I've cried nearly all day everyday for 6 months.
Then last week we got gcse result, which resulted in me pulling out an eyebrow
I rung the gp
(He's been my go through all that^)
I asked for anti depressants
As I've nearly stopped leaving house altogether now from panic attacks and crying
Im so lonely, tired and sad.