Hi, newbie here. I'm 28 soon, still live at home, the past few years have been awful. From going to living with my 3 siblings and parents to just me, dad and one of my brothers to say the least. Anyway I work at a fast food chain and go back Monday so be good to get some more money again and do something. I have a wonderful boyfriend and I live in Somerset.
Now because of the past few years, my anxiety, ocd and depression have gotten worse and Covid 19 hasn't helped, that's the icing on top. My self confidence, self esteem aren't here anymore. I have gotten so used to being debilitated at times by my anxiety, how I think of myself, I don't even get angry at myself anymore when I can't do something. For example and please don't be upset with me, I had applied to work at a supermarket and it seemed perfect, aside from the fact that I would have to do a video interview, and I can do phone interviews, face to face interviews, but never this. I was trying to think positively and somehow gain the courage to answer it when today came. Well it didn't happen. I just froze. I felt uncomfortable, even scared which is so silly. They did it again, I froze again. Now I will have to somehow contact them, I don't want to lose this opportunity and feel awful for wasting their time.
So yeah, my life is a mess but maybe it will get better once I have the money to get hypnotherapy, anxiety has taken so much from me :(