I don't really want to take medication but I also need something to make life more manageable. I tried several anti depressants a few years ago. Didn't help, dose was changed several times. I got terrible sweats and felt very agitated - which may have been the anxiety but I think was a side affect when dose was high. So I am very hesitant, but I also feel l like I need to do something. From memory I tried ecitalopram, citalopram, sertraline.