I'm looking for advice 😊. I've struggled with my mental health since I was 12 I am now 17 with a 9 month old son . I've been under ss myself since I was 14 I gave birth to my son at 16 who then was also given a social worker . My mental health was stable until a few weeks after I had my son I noticed my mental health went down hill . I went to the doctors because both me and my mother thought I was suffering with postnatal depression I had thoughts that I wasn't good enough for my son that I'd just be better of ending my life I told the doctor all of this he said you'll be fine I kept going back because I just kept feeling worse. At this time I was going to court to see if my childs plan would be lowered and it was heading that way the judge said I was doing amazing .but his social always seemed to have a problem with me .one night I just kinda had enough which lead to me harming myself my son was asleep at the time he did not see anything and after I just went back to doing everything a mum should do for their kid I did not let it affect him .But the next day I woke up to be told I've got to go to court they are going to try and take him of me the next day I went to court and got the worst news a mum could be told we are putting your child into foster care .this was in February I still get to see him and I go back to court next month to see if I get him back . I feel like they failed me and my son 😡they did not give me the help I needed i was also a breastfeeding mother instead of giving me the help they just decided to rip my child away from me .which is not right in my eyes .What's everyone else's opinion. 🤷♀️