I'm just going through this constant miserable cycle of feeling upset and depressed.
I have no motivation for life and everything is a struggle to do as it feels like too much effort.
Most of the time I just lie in bed on my phone or watching TV.
Anytime I do anything it exhausts me, I feel like I'm going to pass out and have to end up lying down.
I have an eating disorder as well and I am unable to engage with the ED service as they said that in order to do the treatment program I have to commit to not losing anymore weight which I cannot do.
They want to take away the only thing that makes me feel good so I refused to work with them.
My whole life is about trying to lose weight through restriction. In between times I end up binging and purging due to not eating enough.
I just don't know what to do anymore.