This year has been the year from hell so far. I’ll try to keep it short but it’s impossible.
My grandad died at the start of the year, causing a huge rift afterwards (I won’t go into detail but things came out about how mum was treated by him as a child and her siblings didn’t believe her, so they isolated her out) and a slight rift between me and my cousins but we we’re still on good terms.
My wedding got cancelled by COVID.
My cousin suddenly died aged 26. I’m not invited to the funeral and none of the family will give me the code to watch it online as they clearly don’t want me to after what happened between my mum and them.
I not sure I can take any more. My partner is getting frustrated with me saying that I’m being woe is me but I’m just so so saddened by the whole situation. I feel like I’m being punished for something that wasn’t my fault. I’m going through so many emotions right now.