When do you decide enough is enough?

[Lonelylockdown22]

I've been painfully miserable for over ten years. I absolutely hate my life. I really really don't want to be here anymore. I think I'm reaching the end.

I’m the same. I’m just sat here feeling numb once again. I don’t even have the energy to cry most of the time even though it’s all there inside.
Then I feel unbearably nervous a lot of the time too. I’m always scared that something bad is going to happen.
I never used to feel like I want to end my life, but now it gives me a sense of peace thinking about it. I have 4 children who need me though and I can’t do it to them. I too am very close to my dad and I can’t do it to him either.

Could you call your dad and tell him how you feel?

so sad so many of us in such a dark place. funin