Anyone else? I have always had this issue, for physical as well as mental health, for my children as well as my own issues (which makes me feel like a bad mother - the two times I have brought my children to the doctor it was at my mother's insistence/ she strongly urged me to go and came with me, the children were really quite ill).
My doctor is perfectly nice and I don't have any other choice of doctor where I live anyway.
I don't know what it is! I think I'm paranoid that they think I'm imagining things/ am hypochondriac/ think less of me/ am exaggerating/am a whiner. I often think about what my notes might say or how busy they must be. I also don't trust myself to know when I need help.
Now with Corona they aren't open so you ring instead. In ways this is great as sitting in the surgery is terrible for me. But now I am sitting waiting for them to phone me back and I'm a nervous wreck (one of the things I'm ringing about is generalised anxiety).
Does anyone else have this fear?