re the gloomy hopeless thing.......

[DratherBdiggin]

I can't decide whether it's because it is coming up to the third anniversary of my daughter's stillbirth or what, but currently feel really bad. was on citalopram a while back and stopped around Jan or Feb. Have been working and doing OK bt suddenly feel extremely hopeless, like I did when i had the pnd and can't even really talk to DH. Can't sleep. It's awful. Lot's of people that I used to be close to are leaving, have left or are just "not there" for other reasons. It wasn't even that I leaned on them particularly, it was just that they were around and now they're not. I just can't believe how awful I am feeling. . . .

yeah, thanks for caring anyway

i cant offer any advice, but i dont want to leave your post unanswerd.
i think a lot of people are off to bed now. hence the lack of posters.

thanks wildpatch, wil try to go back to bed noo

i have three healthy children, and feel miserable a lot of the time. i cant even begin to imagine whati it would belike to be in your situation.

You've done better than me DB - I only got off citalopram a couple off weeks ago and I feel so shit I started taking it again today. Can't deal with the constantly panicked feeling

(((hugs)) to you. Anniversaries like this are horrible. And people do care, it's just that it's after midnight and most sensible people are in bed

Bump the thread tomorrow and I'm sure you'll get lots of empathetic input.

you are bound to feel all sorts of emotions anyway but the anniversary will be even harder for you, do you think you would be better back on the ADs?
MN is always very quiet at this time of night/morning