I don't know what on earth is happening to me, but I am losing control. I am really stressed at the mo, going through a divorce, living with my parents, looking for a job after being fired AND just got over a hideous 2 month relationship!
I am not sure if I am depressed, but think I may be getting that way as I feel I am no longer in control. At the moment the biggest symptom of this (and this is going to sound totally ridiculous) is an obsession with my hair! I am trying to grow it out, but have loads of split ends because I straighten it (although try not to any more) and I panic about it 27/7!
I am convinced that ALL my hair is going to break off and I will have to have it cut really short again. It means I can't concentrate on anything, my poor DD doesn't get enough of my attention because I always have this feeling of dread hanging over me. I know the problem ISN'T my hair, but that is all I think of. I have bought numerous hair products and supplements to take and it's driving me insane. I am going to a counsellor tomorrow, so I hope this will begin to help me. I am just wondering if I have some sort of that Body Dysmorphia thing. I am so scared of what is in my mind...sometimes I want to pull all my hair out. Trouble is also I have recently had a few dates with this guy who was saying how nice I would look with longer hair...so of course this has made me even worse, have decided that I will look totally unattractive if I have it cut. Oh god I can't believe I am so pathetic, I apologise to all of you with real problems.
Am I insane?