My whole life has been a mess. My situation is now so complicated and so intense and I have not been able to process anything or express my feelings properly that I can feel myself slipping into a bad state I am full of heartbreak and rage. I have tried finding a therapist myself but I haven’t found anyone good and I have really limited time due to my autistic child’s needs. I feel like there is no way out if my problems. I think of terrible things In the future I can’t talk about. I have seen / talked to a few people but no one has made me feel they can help me. I need someone really good, really wise - any re commendations please - I have dove the looking at UKCP, BACP but it all looks the same. Please give me a name?